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♫ It’s the snowflakes that drift piece by piece into my eyes ♫
♫ It's the flames that glow and dim, never giving up ♫
♫ I reluctantly allow myself to empathize that fate is like a willow tree ♫
♫ Once the wind blows, the leaves sways as it is ♫
♫ The feeling of missing you is the warmest sorrow, like a pair of wings ♫
♫ that makes me unable to stop and fly further, reminiscing in the past ♫
♫ You leaving me without saying a word, even if it's for my well-being ♫
♫ it's the waves that will keep crashing in both of our hearts ♫
♫ You bore with the pain time and time again, closing up the windows ♫
♫ I held back my tears, going one step forward and stopping, looking back ♫
♫ Not being able to love is the furthest exile ♫
♫ Nevertheless, being unable to help but love is the happiest bind ♫
[Here to Heart]
[Episode 32]
If I didn't tell her those words,
maybe she would be able to forget all those painful memories forever.
It's all my fault.
Nanxian.
Nanxian. Nanxian.
Nanxian.
Mom.
Silly child. What matter is making you be in this much pain?
Wen Nuan has left.
I waited 7 years for her to finally return to my side.
She left again.
It's also good that she left.
She surely knows in her heart that with things like that happening,
how could she and you still be possible?
Mom, do you know that
the heaven might really have wanted to give us one more chance?
Wen Nuan lost her memories.
She forgot her most painful memories.
She forgot the matter behind my father's and her father's deaths.
She lost her memory?
She really has forgotten it. She wasn't deliberartely...
Mom.
Just treat it as me begging you.
I beg you to stop blaming her.
She and I both lost our fathers.
Like me, she also went through so many torment.
I'm begging you. Stop blaming her, okay?
I didn't know that she went through all that. But...
But I really can't move past this.
Nanxian.
Maybe, this is what the heaven really wants.
You two have to separate to prevent hurting each other.
Impossible.
I will never give up.
I'm fine already, mom.
I've made you worry.
- Okay already. - Drink less alcohol. It's bad for your health.
Auntie!
Auntie! Auntie!
Yixin?!
Did you just get off the plane?
I was worried about Nanxian.
I called him but he won't answer. I went to his house, but didn't see him there.
I don't know what's his current situation.
Sit first.
Auntie, what's wrong with you?
Do you feel unwell?
Have you had it checked in the hospital?
It's nothing. I'm just worried about Nanxian.
Seeing how dispirited he is now.
Even if I'm anxious, I can't think of any way to help him.
You've seen Nanxian?
Last night, I went to where he lives.
He was drunk. It was totally beyond my expectations.
Seven years ago, you know what happened to him when he broke up with Wen Nuan.
What if he becomes like that again?
I'm worried that his life might really get destroyed.
Auntie, here. Drink some water.
Don't get agitated. Maybe matters
aren't as severe as you think.
After a few days, Nanxian will be able to prop himself up.
I hope so.
I just didn't think
that Wen Nuan have went through so many things.
Thinking about it some times, I feel a bit guilty.
But whenever I think about how Nanxian
just left his case in the UK, rushed back here just for her,
and ended up to be in this much pain,
I then would think that my decision was right.
The more I hope that they don't end up together.
Yixin...
Am I being too selfish and heartless for having such thoughts?
How could that be? Everything that you've done
is for Nanxian's good.
But he might not think the same.
I think Nanxian will eventually understand.
Just give him some more time.
He surely will be able to walk out of this. I believe it.
Look at how good you are.
How come Nanxian just doesn't know to treasure you?
You're finally back, Nanxian.
Sorry.
Just one sorry
is enough explanation to all the employees of Shallow Cosmos?
No matter what the results are, I will bear them by my own.
How will you do that?
Why don't you look at the consequences of your actions?
The news about our failed lawsuit has spread.
No only people in the field, but financial news have reported about it.
That's why, what we're going to face now is not only a huge compensation amount,
but also a huge negative publicity effect within the business world.
I believe that you also know the immensity of it.
He doesn't know.
If he does, he wouldn't have suddenly just left us behind like that.
He wouldn't have done an act that would harm Shallow Cosmos.
What else? Just tell them to me.
The problem now is that all contracts we got before
has all been canceled.
Five of them are even our long-term partners.
When this information got out, our share prices continued to plummet.
The problem this time is indeed a bit huge.
Are you happy now?
We usually listened to whatever you say before.
This time, you left me and Old Gao in the UK and came back on your own.
What were you doing?
You stood us up.
Right. You are indeed the CEO.
But you should know that for Shallow Cosmos to have what it has now was a product of all its employees' hard work.
You're not allowed to just willfully waste it.
But you...
You now let private matters affect your work. You do things emotionally.
You aren't even giving us any explanation after committing such a huge mistake.
I realized that you've changed.
You're not that boss that I know anymore.
I am really disappointed in you.
Guan Ti.
Nanxian, you should at least explain
why you suddenly disappeared during the day of the court proceeding, right?
Wen Nuan has gone missing.
Yixin.
Wait for me outside.
Okay.
Didn't I already say it very clearly?
Don't look for me from now on.
I believe that you will change your mind.
Little Mr. Pan, where are you getting your confidence from?
Now, the news about Shallow Cosmos are spreading like wildfire outside.
What Zhan Nanxian has now,
I also have.
Shallow Cosmos isn't like how it is in the past.
Do you still plan to continue staying with him on the same boat?
So what?
In your heart, am I woman that must rely on men all the time
and will not let go even if I'm just holding on a lifeboat?
If you're really like that, it will be a convenience for me.
I can obtain you just by giving you the things that you want.
But you're not.
What really is your purpose for coming here today to see me?
Nothing much. I just want to see if you're doing well.
You've seen it now.
[Wen He, Zhan Qingyuan]
Family members, please contain your grief.
The list of the casualties are all here.
[Wen He]
- Go look at the list of casualties if you're father is on it. - Okay.
[Zhan Qingyuan]
Mom!
Sister.
Sister...hurry and wake up.
Don't scare me, Sister.
You must hold on, Sister.
Daddy isn't around anymore.
You must hold on. Don't scare me.
Sister...!
[In Operation]
Sister...
[Operating Room]
Wen Nuan. Repeatedly recalling these pasts
will not only prevent you from being relieved from them,
you will instead wallow more within painful emotions and unable to detach from it.
Since you've remembered everything,
this means that you must try to accept and face them.
We have no way of changing the things that have already happened.
What you can do now is to look forward and not let these pasts bind you.
A lot of things are fated coincidences.
Don't bear everything on your shoulder.
It's gone.
I already am not qualified to love him.
Oh, my god. I'm so sorry. Come. Let's clean this.
I finally found you.
Please come in.
Dr. Li.
Linlu? Wen Nuan just left.
I know. I saw her.
I came over today for her matter.
What's wrong with her?
She has completely regained her memories.
She has regained her memories?
Then it means that she's in a lot of pain right now.
Xiao Nuan is just like that. Her attitude hasn't changed at all.
She just keeps everything in her heart.
Bearing everything by herself. Not saying anything. She's just like that.
She especially told me this time
to not contact you or Wen Rou.
She doesn't want familiar people to disturb her.
Or else, she won't be able to bear such kind of mental pressure.
I understand.
Then...just hide this from her. Don't tell her that I've been here.
Don't tell her to that I know about this matter.
Just knowing that she's doing fine, I'm already contented.
When you brought Wen Nuan here 7 years ago,
you did your best to take care and accompany her.
Now, 7 years have passed, yet you still choose
to silently stay behind her to support her. It's really not that easy.
In a person's life,
having a person that you can silently do things for without asking anything in return,
I find that quite good and it's worth it.
Will you call me?
♫ It’s the snowflakes that drift piece by piece into my eyes ♫
♫ It's the flames that glow and dim, never giving up ♫
♫Towards both hands, exhale to hide within the jujube forest in one's memory ♫
♫ The you that I've grown addicted to rely on, where are you? ♫
Repeatedly recalling these pasts
will not only prevent you from being released from them,
you will instead wallow more within those painful memories and unable to extricate yourself.
♫ pretending to be okay
Since you've remembered everything,
this means that you must accept and face them.
♫ sways as it is ♫
♫ The feeling of missing you is the warmest sorrow, like a pair of wings ♫
♫ that makes me unable to stop and fly further, reminiscing in the past ♫
♫ You leaving me without saying a word, even if it's for my well-being ♫
♫ Such a burdensome care, how can I fly freely? ♫
♫ Wearing the warmest sorrow, planting the whole house full of hope♫
♫ Bliss will always be by your side, glowing like a sun ♫
♫ In the ocean full of people, we once bumped into each other ♫
♫ it's the waves that will keep crashing in both of our hearts ♫
Hello.
Wen Rou, I found Xiao Nuan. She's here in the UK.
- Linlu. You saw Xiao Nuan already? - Yes.
That's great!
Hold her off for me. I'll immediately book the fastest flight going there.
Don't get agitated. Calm down, okay? Why must you come here?
She's doing quite well now.
She's currently being treated by Dr. Li.
Dr. Li said to give her some time.
If you rush to fly here, what if you scared her and she runs away again?
Are you going to let me just wait here?
If I con't personally saw her being alright, I can't be at ease.
I know what you're thinking.
But the problem is Dr. Li said that we should give her some time and space,
so she can recover by herself.
Don't worry. I will secretly follow her. I won't let anything bad happen to her.
No. In these past 7 years,
the thing I regretted the most while Xiao Nuan is in the UK receiving treatment is that I was not by her side.
Are you going to let me leave her in the UK again this time?
The current Xiao Nuan and the past Xiao Nuan aren't the same anymore.
The fact that she proactively went to see Dr. Li means that
she directly admits that she has a problem.
She also wants to actively participate in her treatment and resolve the problem.
Just give her time. Moreover,
I'm not there right now. If you also leave, there won't be anyone left in the company.
I won't be at ease. Just help me keep watch of the company, okay?
Fine then. With you there, I also feel relieved.
But Linlu, you must take good care of Xiao Nuan for me.
If there are any problems, immediately contact me, okay?!
Okay. Got it.
I'll just stay in touch. Bye-bye.
Director.
Let me tell you some private matters even when it's during work hours.
I'm looking for the best psychiatrist for your little sister.
Once I found one, I'm sure that the doctor will be able to help her walk out of her mental trauma.
- Thank you, Liu Rui. - It's nothing.
But Linlu called earlier.
- He said that he has found Xiao Nuan in the UK. - Really?
She has now started receiving treatments.
That's good then...
It was all my fault. If I didn't go out to eat with you that day,
I would be able to accompany her.
She wouldn't then leave by herself just like that.
I just focused on my own romantic relationship and didn't notice my little sister's emotions.
I am really the worst older sister.
Wen Rou, how can this be your fault?
Every person should have their own life.
Also, don't bring disaster to bystanders.
You mustn't break up with me just because of this matter.
You hear me?
Go back to work first.
Fine. Try to be happier. She'll surely recover.
I'm going now.
But if we're going to follow this pricing,
we won't have any profit at all.
That's right. But I feel that our short term goal should still be
to sacrifice our interest to make the clients stay. Businessmen are very particular about profits.
If we don't put in a bit more effort, people like President Lu—
Guan Ti.
You won't finance my project and insisted on financing Professor Wang's project.
What are you doing?
What do you mean?
I'm just implementing the set plans decided by the company.
What explanation do you want me to give you?
What do you mean by set plans?
Losing the lawsuit wasn't within the set plans, right?
Since we lost the lawsuit, the situation have changed, we should then re-plan everything.
Right now, the company must pay a huge compensation and we're losing a huge amount of profit.
Why then must we stake everything on Professor Wang?!
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Let me put it this way.
The company has invested a lot of money
and time on Professor Wang's project.
And everyone has optimistic expectation on this project.
Everyone thinks that this is the future of our Shallow Cosmos. Guan Ti, let me ask you.
Try to imagine what will happen if we stop funding it now.
I don't want to listen to you. Old Gao, tell me your opinion.
Guan Ti, I agree with Nanxian's stand on this matter.
Let us not let the situation outside disturb our mind.
And the design of the robotic girlfriend now is indeed not that perfect. Why don't we delay it first?
Delay what?
You feel that my research is problematic and that project of Professor Wang
is more worthy to be invested on?
Boss, just answer me. Is this your decision or not?
I feel that right now, this is the only way we can save Shallow Cosmos.
You all are completely crazy?! How can I calm down?!
If not because we got involved in that matter by Professor Wang,
our company wouldn't end up like this now.
I don't understand anymore.
Why must you insist on walking down just one path until the end?
Guan Ti, don't get agitated first.
Nanxian and I considered everything first.
It's really not suitable to presently push through with the robotic girlfriend.
- This project still has a lot of— - You two just have a lot of excuses!
There's nothing wrong with my research. It's true. There's nothing wrong.
If you two think that it's not plausible, why didn't you tell me from the start?
You're just telling me now that my there's a problem with my research?
You both are too scary. You're just like businessmen.
What are you saying?
What I'm talking about is this!
You both are treating me like an outsider. You didn't even studied about this matter with me. You're just telling the result to me now.
- Can you calm down a little?! - Let me tell you this!
My project is the future of Shallow Cosmos! It's like that before and it will still be like that in the future!
Guan Ti!
I shouldn't have told him that his project isn't mature yet.
I actually can understand him.
He just treats his project like his own child.
Forget it. Find time and talk to him.
- It's more or less time, right? - Yes.
Let's go over there first and let Guan Ti calm down for now.
President Lu, so sorry to have let you wait a long time.
It's fine. It's me who came too early.
- Hello, CEO Zhan. - Long time no see. - Long time no see.
CEO Zhan, you even personally come here despite your busy schedule?
Our companies have been working together for so many years.
We've worked together so harmoniously.
With President Lu suddenly saying that you won't be renewing your contract with us now,
I'm sure that there must be some special situation.
The reason I chose to keep working with Shallow Cosmos before
is mainly because I thought highly of your reputation in the business world and your novel technological experiments.
But now...
We'll be very honest with you.
Shallow Cosmos indeed encountered some issues prior.
But the conflicts and misunderstandings in that issue,
I believe will end one day when the dust settles.
President Lu has worked with us for a long time. I believe that you clearly know
that every step we walked were based on our own strength.
It is definitely unlike the speculations now outside.
This one is the new contract we drafted.
It can be said to also be our sincerity have long time partnership with our old clients.
This...let me read the contract first.
CEO Zhan's sincerity is indeed making me hard to refuse you.
But from the point of view of the company, the business reputation you've lost
when you lost in your lawsuit with Daizhong, can't be compensated by just these amount in front of me.
People in our business looks at reputation as the foundation of everything.
Or else, I also won't be able to give my business partners an explanation.
Sorry.
President Li, I understand.
I look forward to our next partnership.
Okay.
- Goodbye, President Lu. - Goodbye.
A businessman is very particular about profits. I take back my previous assessment.
This is just the start. We still have a chance.
Let's go.
This one.
Let me hold it.
Looks like Guan Ti is really mad.
Guan Ti is still a bit childish.
He probably will be fine after a few days.
Waiting for Wen Nuan to call?
Nanxian, if you've known that leaving the lawsuit behind to look for Wen Nuan
not only will cause us to lose, but also face all these mess right now,
will you regret it?
If I was given another chance to choose,
my choice will be the same.
Because there is only one Wen Nuan.
Thank you, Bro.
Nanxian, I brought you such huge pain.
I will never be able to compensate for it.
Come in.
CEO Zhan, there are a few more executives that's resigning.
These are their resignation letters.
I already talked with them.
But they all are very resolute with their decision.
Just try to process it as fast as you can.
Give them all the proper employee remuneration.
Use the best method in handling this.
It was all thanks to Shallow Cosmos that they have their current status in the business world today.
But now, they are just leaving like this?
What you said is right.
But they also accompanied Shallow Cosmos in its progress.
For the company to be what it is today, they also contributed to it.
Yes, CEO Zhan. What you said is right.
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♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Right now, it has started raining outside the window again ♫
♫ My eyes are dry, but my heart wants to cry ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Too many emotions, and no suitable expressions ♫
♫ The things I want to say most, how should I say them? ♫
♫ Are you missing me, just like I'm missing you?♫
♫ If there was no you, no past, ♫
♫ I wouldn't be sad ♫
♫ But if there was a choice, I would still choose to love you ♫
♫ If there was no you, where would I be ♫
♫ and what would I have to regret?♫
♫ Anyway, it's too late now ♫
♫ Anyway, I've lost myself already ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now ♫
♫ Are you missing me, just like I'm missing you?♫